Reply #29 JackTheBat's post
Well, I can assure you I didn't mean to get this passionate about her. Infact I did everything to ensure this didn't happened - I pushed her away so manytimes: "go find a single man, sweetheart. A better man, you deserve it". Eventually she did exactly what I told her to do.
apart from being the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, I have simply never been as understood by anyone ever. She "gets me" more than my wife ever has after countless years together.
letting go of that is proving very difficult.
Anyway, I appreciate the thoughtful reply, Jack. You are not wrong in anyof what you wrote -- just at some point the idea of doing the smart thing seems almost silly. unappreciative even. Like at the pearly gates saint peter would review my decisions and go "you fuckin lost me, bro, on that Joann decision! How much clearer do we need to make it?? She was the one. Dumbass!
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