confession of a mentally f*cked up idiot (real)
Tell you all a real story of my idiotic f*cked up life.... my work buddy who probably will read this will laugh.
So I'm married to a beautiful local HK girl who is normal for nearly 8 years. She is 6 months pregnant and lovely. Several years ago, I met this MK type girl on the Tung Chung MTR. She was so cute and beautiful. Everyday she would sit opposite me on the train... then one day she pointed at my blackberry and she gave me her number (she didn't know if I spoke English or Chinese or whatever)... was the best day of my life. One thing led to another and I actually fell in love with this girl and she would give me proper GFE etc. Then the day came she found out I was married and she left me....
So I then met another girl from my work (sub-ordinate), another MK type girl - one thing led to another and she would give me free handjobs at work at my desk, while pretending to look at my computer screen. She knew I was married, but it ended because some rumours went around that I sexually manipulated her because of my senior position. I got fired (with no evidence or ground) and she wanted to come to my home to visit me. Naturally, my wife is at home so I called it quits.
So I became acquainted with 141 and that's when I started my sex addiction. My wife slowly by slowly gave less and less sex. To the point of only just once per year! It didn't bother me because I had regular awesome sex sessions from 141, and I'm told its normal amongst my married friends.
Then in November 2011... I met a girl from my work. Same floor but different department. She is not a looker, and frankly quite average - I wouldn't look twice at her on the streets. But some how she made eye contact with me in passing and things kicked off.... I asked her out for a lunch date and she accepted. Then on the 2nd date (roughly 3 days after I met her), we went to causeway bay. She told me her mobile phone was broken. I had a fear that she was poor and she would be upset - so I panicked and bought her a brand new $6300 samsung nexus! 2nd date!!!
5th date came along roughly 1.5 weeks from meeting her and she tells me her desktop was broken and hinted how good it would be if she could afford a laptop! I - the f*cking idiot - took her to Fortress and got her a brand new macbook air!!! 1.5 weeks from meeting her!
After 10+ dates, so roughly 3-4 week since I met her, she takes me to Whampoa car yard and hints she would like a car. She has a drivers license but no car! How good it would be if she had a boyfriend who would buy her a car..... GOD... I'm not getting her this car. So she tries to be cute and princess like ---- so I reach in for a test HUG, and she backs away. We are standing .5 foot apart and I reach for a kiss, and she rejects.... actually she won't even let me touch her.... She called me her boyfriend and that she loved me, but she is a 25 year old virgin she said... She needs time before she can let me touch her.... WTF --- I felt cheated. Even though I was cheating her... I can't believe I lost $15,000HKD to a girl which won't even let me touch her!
So I send her $2000HKD worth of roses (qty: 99) - yesterday to her at work. She sends me a Whatsapp... "I DON'T NEED ROSES, I NEED A CAR! I NEED CASH! My ex-bf would pay my rent, give me money and buy me anything I wanted". She said it was her birthday (magically yesterday out of the blue - she refused to show me her HKID card), and she demanded as her boyfriend I must buy her a Chanel $30,000HKD handbag and a BMW by the weekend - or no love from her.
So what happened is --- she blocks me on whatsapp, consumes roughly $25,000HKD of my money within 2 months of knowing her and gives me threats. She said "you can buy my love, but you can't force me to love you".... I tell her, buying her love is the same as a hooker. But this girl was actually the most expensive hooker I paid for, but didn't even get to touch her at all!
What did I achieve:
1) I lost out on 25 punts with HG
2) I ended up getting emotional depression and guilt
3) I ended up getting cheated, when I was the one planning to cheat her :-(
I need to see a doctor. I really do have a mental issue.
[ Last edited by virginboy at 29-1-2012 00:50 ] | |
