Reply #12 maccalim's post
I spend about, on average 2K a week on commercial sex. I was thinking of consolidating all that commercial sex money and just make her my fuck companion. I've always been a proponent of falling head over heels anytime I have chance to do so....but to always have it at the back of my head the actual reality and the basis of such relationship.
You KNOW pretty well her circumstances and background, and thus you cannot/must not allow yourself the luxury of thinking that this is THE one and only love of your (or rather - her) life. Take it for whatever it is, enjoy it to the hilt with all the bells and jingles of supposedly "true Love" - but again, and I stress this, know at the back of your head what this is all about.
Don't commit yourself to anything more than what you normally spend anyway (as per your thoughts I quoted), don't fall for any of her ploys/pleading and most importantly - don't be a sap and willingly let go of your own good senses.
You should be OK if you realize all this and follow through.
Good luck!
SEAJ
[ Last edited by SEAJ at 24-3-2011 18:03 ] |