test3:
...i salute you for your honesty and for sharing your painful experience with the forum...

...even though this is some anonymous forum, it takes a little courage...
...well the head and the heart are in a bit of a dilemma...and it sounds like the battle hasn't been won...
...well what does you gut (your intuition) tell you?...
...you know, it is true there is the point that goodjob brought up which does come into play here...
...but in all honesty don't we, us men, want to (and have been) trying to have the entire cake and eating it all ourselves?...
...if it is such that you finally come to the conclusion that no trust can ever be established here and that you love to fuck her so much AND that you have enough money to keep her as a fuck toy, then that might be the way to go...
...if that is the case, then you can make up some other rules that do not cut into matters of the heart...but purely sexual orientated...