It's been a week since I came back from my China trip and I'm having flashback depression issues.  I swear I have eaten about half the calories I normally eat, went to get a massage/HJ (didn't feel right), went to a few independent Asians and nothing was even close to young China girls, and the craziest thing is that the thing I miss the most is not the incredible 2-6 hour WG sessions, non-pro dating, or foot massage girls.  The thing I miss the most was this one KTV girl, who I now regret not taking her up to the room to bang for 600 RMB.  Weird huh?  She stuck to me like glue and I barely noticed her, now I have to go back and bang her.  I mean, I miss the food, and everything else I just mentioned but for the first time I feel seriously depressed (well not depressed, but saddened) that I have to wait till April or May to go back for fun.  HK mongering did nothing for me, just a way of release.  Thank God, it is not affecting my family life, but I really miss being in China fucking around with all the freedom.  It must be a mini-midlife crisis, I'm pretty sure I will battle through it within the next week but I just needed to vent.  Normally, business and making money will make everything else numb (except family)...  I guess I have not been working hard enough this week.

Don't worry about it so much bro.

Just have some fun in hk while u r waiting for your next trip to china.

I myself will be getting my china passport soon (since i have a HKID) so then i will have some ventures into china woot!

What about ball-grabbing? That must do it as well!!