Ya know Yazoo, I lose count as well.

I  guess this is why I love the barscene so much. There are so so many of these gals that are "in-between".  It means they are super-easy to get into bed the first time, and, if you're a nice-enough guy, super-easy to fall into a simply wonderful BFE/GFE relationship.  I suppose I instinctively fall for this type of gal, and maybe it's this "vibe" that attracts me -- cause I honestly don't think I plan it.  We just go out and have a great time, and when I call up a second time everything is different - no more business, let's just spend time together.

The problem is..., you keep doing so with gal after gal and soon you have a floatilla of girls sms'ing you, stalking you, hunting you in bars, angry at you if they see you with someone else.

After some 4 years of playing this game it seems I can't turn a corner without apologizing to some gal!   

Oh yeah, I met my sweet Joann today!!  Of ALL of them..., of every girl I ever met..., this one could wrap me around a tree if she tried.  I try to escape her but I can't.  Man, we're going on 4 years now!!!  Holy shit!  That's awfully long for someone to just call a "regular"!!!  I remain totally smitten.  

Ahhhhhh.  Girls!

EDIT:  Ya see that last sentence I wrote.  Self-therapy.  This GFE/BFE game I play can cut both ways.  In my mind I believe I am just her "Plan B" - if her current relationship does not work out she'll work on me a little harder.  Once I almost threw everything away for this one..,, went kinda crazy for awhile - but managed to pull-up before crashing and burning.  Yet I remain on the very-edge-of-sanity with her.  I feel in my bones that I MUST get away from her -- but I just cant.  I will say to myself "that's it" I'm done with her - and it will take her 10 seconds and 5 words or 1 kiss and my will is broken.

So you see --- I suppose I can find myself on the other side of all this from time to time.

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you guys are too.   at most i wouldve given her taxi money.

Y'know Wander, my theory is that, psychologically, the semi-pro girls emotionally deal with P4P exactly as they would deal with a real BF relationship.  It's as if they can't get their head around being 'a hooker,' or perhaps it's a form of denial or compartmentalization (or even lack of emotionally maturity), but no matter what the reality, their minds color it as BF/GF.  Therefore, the wad of greasy cash you just handed her is "shopping money," and your need to anal-ize her and then cum on her face is because you 'really love her'.

Just remember, John Wayne Bobbitt aside, there's a higher incidence of chopped off penises by jilted Asian women than just about any other group.   Never fall asleep on your back!

It's funny how that moth/flame thing is simultaneously painful and enjoying.  I went for years in a rather mundane relationship, travelled to Macau, got hit over the head emotionally, and remember hormones pumping that I hadn't felt for a very long time.  I was living again - it was exhilarating.

I don't know your life, but maybe both you and her are thinking with your heads.  We all want to be with the ones that we love the most, but our smarts win us over and we end up with the ones that are the best choice.  That doesn't stop you from wanting to feel the teenage love hormones.

Looking to the future, do you see old fart wander serving coffee to old hag Joann while watching re-runs of Charlie Sheen on the nursing home TV?


Don't sell yourself short; it is not automatic.  Money can buy proximity, but not closeness.  Like respect, intimacy has to be earned.  And you appear to be earning it hand over fist.

Interesting observations, Yazoo.  

About Joann and I:  Shit, a life together with her runs thru my mind on a regular basis!  Yeah - it's THAT bad!  We've talked about it a lot too - and about all our history and slutty-ways.  It's probably the most honest relationship I've ever had (though it didn't start that way!).  But do we trust each other?  No.  We know what the other is like.  How can you build a relationship without trust?

She says she thinks all these thoughts too.  We are on the same page so closely it is spooky.    Mutually agreeing we are frickn nuts about each other but can't see how it could ever work!

Yo bro wander!

Still on for the 4th???

I may be out Thursday with a customer from the UK to if you can make it??

Not definite yet as we maybe still in China on Thursday but I'll know more next week! Been a while since we have had a beer matey!

I have a couple of regulars myself in wanchers now! One is called Allen! Quite pretty with a lovely body but no tits! Last time I saw her she let me do a facial haha   

I doubt you remember but you bought Allen a cocktail once in New Makati but you were a little drunk from the vodka red bulls....

Yeah mate, I "think" I am on.  As you've seen - my outings are very opportunistic.  I grab the opportunity when it arrives (SO off somewhere or whatnot), so often can only confirm the day-of or day-prior.

Anyway, I got it in the calender!  I gotta see angelia again - skipped a few sundays and now she's sad.  (But no worry --  Bros first!)

Ha ha yes my long time regular is sad as I have hardly seen her and cannot see her this week either!

Yes it was the same weekend you walked out of New Makati without saying goodbye to that girl with the awesome ass!

And no sneaking away early if you come out on the 4th! We have to have a few beers before any hotel visits.... ha ha

Edit: You were buying all the girls drinks that Sunday! Even the bar staff lol your friend & I were laughing at the amount! Must of been a fare few drinks!

It was the day I told you my parents were actually out drinking in Wan Chai lol... ring any bells...?

[ Last edited by  Petay_1283 at 24-11-2011 13:21 ]

Hmmm, ya know.., her name is coming back to me now.  I think I recall.

Can you PM me a pic??

Sorry bro I have no pictures now. Not of any of my regulars anyway...

I have started dating again now so had to sort out my phones ha ha Personal phone & work phone. I am due an upgrade from 3 so I am going to see if I can get a Blackberry