Yes, this is true Dryice, and its why I love regulars. The comfort/security BOTH of us acquire from the relationship.

The relationships end, yes.  For one reason or another. And it is rarely pleasaant. (though I have somehow remained friends with an awful lot of them).

Deep down, they DO wish for their Knight to sweep them away. And when the Knight vanishes timeafter time it must be hard.

But it is the game they play. The rare time they get smitten, versus a punter, is an occupational risk methinks.

Dryice:  Thank you for your input.  Please believe me when I say I think I can keep this separate.  My age and the WG's age make this an imperative.  As far as any long term commitment goes, it is absolutely impossible with 43 years between us.  I think she enjoys my company and the way I treat her and consciously tries to avoid getting too emotionally involved.  I think this is why she suggests and encourages that I have other WG's.  This is OK with me and my brain says this is the way it has to be.  However, she has managed to awaken feelings and desires that I thought were long dead.  I know I cannot have, nor do I expect, an exclusive relationship with her, but if I were 30 years or so younger it could be a different matter.  This is matters of the heart and as such, I cannot let my heart over rule my brain.  I do know what I have at home and wouldn't change anything to, being literal, throw it all away for a WG that may or may not ever be anything but a WG.  But the feelings that exist, real, imagined, sex, lust, whatever, do help keep this old heart beating and I intend to enjoy it as long as possible.  The ending--who knows--perhaps she will start her own business--become a mamasan herself--find a good man--or something else, most of which do not have a good ending!  But what I do know is that in no way will I cause her any pain that can possibly be avoided, and will always treat her the way my mother taught me to treat women, with respect and dignity!  mrclen

Mrclen I'm in my forties and know that when your heart overules your brain,  it's not necessarily your heart but I like I said, your brain playing tricks on you. There's a lot of respect from me to you. Most guys would envy your position in many ways, a semi-exclusive relationship with wg who encourages you to have other wgs.  Most would feel no guilt and pump their arms in glee. They wouldn't have the feelings or confusion that goes through your mind. You're a good man mrclen. Like all have said, cherish it whilst it lasts and don't regret or look back when you move on. Good luck bro.

Well, as reported above and suggested by Stanley11, I think the cool down period has started.  When I first left 2 months ago the messages were all, "I love you, hurry back, can't wait, etc, etc.".  Now the messages have cooled considerably and are several days between them and not responding quickly when  I send.  This is all OK, and actually is some relief for me, as it reduces my obligation, (yes I know that I really don't have one, but)!  I have taken the advice in this forum and am not playing her game, IE:, I am not sending any messages until I get one from her.  So, all in all, it is proceeding just as Stanley11, predicted.  My guess, a couple weeks of this and it will pick up again as I get closer to going again, and all will be well when I arrive (45 days!).  If it happens not to work out, I won't be that upset as there are plenty more to choose from, and I already have three KTV sessions planned with friends.  One where she is and two others!  So I am looking forward to a good and fun next visit to China.  

I am good friends with the hotel owner (we party together in his KTV or another), he gives me a suite or the Presidential Suite at very favorable rates, the Mama in the KTV in the hotel gives me the VIP room at the lowest rate, and I usually bring my own liquor with no bottle charge.  I have brought Mama a couple small gifts and this time will bring some top shelf cosmetics (not possible to buy them anywhere but through yacht suppliers) to her on this trip.  I feel that these small gifts help "grease the ways", for this old guy, in fact, one of the girls said to me "Mamasan loves you (means like, I am sure), she really loves you, why?  Small gifts in China goes a very long way!   

One other observation, many punters have said that the girls in the KTV's are a hit and miss proposition.  While I have found this out to be somewhat true, I seem to have far more hits than misses!  But then again, maybe I am not that particular?  The subject girl of this post is 30 years old, has worked in this KTV for about 3 years, (according to her), small breasts, nice ass, good legs, pussy is a little bushy (I trimmed it last visit) and snug with good muscle control, she does good BBBJ with CIM, COF, COB, masturbates herself while watching porn (she seems to really get off on porn), is very wet, loves DATY and DFK, any position and any number of pops this old guy can work up is fine, although two at night and one in the morning is about my limit, and even that is a bit of a stretch at times.  

Please keep the comments coming as I read them very carefully!

One last thing, I like to have fun in the KTV and if anyone has any suggestions for games (rules also please), etc, it would be greatly appreciated.  Last time in China I made a bunch of Jello Shots,  the girls had never seen them and we had a great time with them.  mrclen

Suggest the classic game "Twister" with (1) guy and (3) girls.  Clothing optional!