a friend took me to 18 once, first time ever in a sauna or just 141 in general. i probably had the best time of my life, was like a kid in a candyshop. but just like u, the guilty feeling came as soon as i was done. depression also kicked in, i was thinking wtf was i doing. and told myself that i will not do this again, and i have been good, since then i have not attended such establishment. it does help that i am a shy person, and i dont have an "entertainment" budget.
but i gotta say, the temptation is so intense, especially with a site such as this one, and the hotel reservation section

. its been about 3 years (i think) since my first and last experience, and lately the temptation has started again, and yes i am still with the same gf and yes she is still as hot.
so then whats going on with the temptation, i really think men are just born "cursed", sleeping with as many girls as possible seems to be embedded in our genes. and once more i am trying really hard to fight the temptation, so lets see if i can last, but then i will need to overcome my shyness first.
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