I reported about this place a few days back, have visited this place often enough (perhaps once every fortnight), have generally had good veggie massage and a few decent HJ including a FS once outside in a hotel with a girl who is now back in Thailand. She has been asking me to visit her but can't find a reason to travel to Thailand.

Recently, I noticed the massage quality has been mediocre not poor but not great, and masseuse have been quite open about asking for HJ for 300 tip with limited access to their assets. Sometimes I have denied but sometimes I have succumbed.

So today on a whim I contacted the owner on WhatsApp and told her I need either a good massage or more sensuality if massage is weak. While she was sweet and charming in her reply, she said she doesn't do sexy massage and she will fire the one who serviced me last time. Of course, I don't want to get any one firef, and worse I don't want it be known that it was me who created this scenario. But to be truthful, recently last 5 -10 times have all included a HJ, so I never suspected that it was frowned upon by owner.

So have I killed the goose that laid the golden egg? And what I can do to resurrect myself?

Any mamasan who runs a place seriously knows what is going on behind the closed doors. Maybe this one took her eyes off the wheel for a while (explains the falling standards in massage) but it was only a matter of time before she caught up. Don't think you need to feel guilty about it. These places have a life cycle.