I've got a regular walk up massage +HE girl I go to. We chat a lot about personal stuff and she consolded me when i splt with SO awhile back. I keep going back to her coz of the familiarity and also she gives a good HJ. If only her massage technique was better. She has her own place in SZ which she returns to on weekends. She invited me over but I'm hesitant on progressing that way - I'm assuming perhaps she wants someone to go out with and date. I rejected a couple times with lame excuses and even for golden week. She's now suggesting that she come to my flat in HK instead to help me tidy up. I get hard whenever I think of her and she knows it but I'm afraid of going into a situation I cannot handle myself.
IDK...
