Hi guys,
Thanks for your replies and support.
@Freelancer: You're absolutely right, I'm angry about her for working again and I happen to punt (although rarely) at the same time.. and you know what? last January I caught gonorrhea in a sauna in Shanghai and gave it to her, which she forgave because she knows the deal and is a smart woman. So I know that I should take this affair with this in mind but still, it's hard to swallow...
@lefeu: Thanks for speaking frankly. And honestly, I would give the same advise to someone in my shoes.
After all, I can't share this with friends or family so this forum is ultimately the best place for me to speak! What I didn't tell you guys is that she's not really my girlfriend... I married her one year ago
So now I won't let go because marriage is important to me and I need to make the effort to get over this. She did this because we need money and as I'm just starting my business in HK, she didn't want to put extra pressure on me. So really I can't blame her because even though I hate what happened, she did what she felt right to do (with no education, it's the only way for a woman to quickly get money). Still, I'm having a very hard time forgetting that:
- A bunch of guys have fucked my wife ; it didn't bother me when I met her and we were just dating, but now that we're married it takes an other dimension for me,
- She has accumulated dozens of lies to do this ; actually I had doubts even before she left (I know her so well) and she promised me that she would not do this. And yet she did.. Now it's nearly impossible to trust her! Like today she's in GZ to meet a girlfriend, but how can I be sure?
Anyway, life goes on and I hope the feeling will disappear with time and alcohol!
Cheers