yeah
few years ago
spent a few months submarining on this site
shall I shan't I
what if
all the crap most people go through
then chose a location that had a discreet entrance and completely plausible deniability
after a couple more weeks hesitation I went up and rang the bell ...
The 'girl' was a middle-aged chinese lady, not fat but not thin either, true to her DB pics, with a quiet attitude. She didn't take anything off until I started to undress myself. Then we stood and looked at each other for a moment, neither of us moving ... me clueless, her with no English ... except one word: she says "massage?" ... not exactly what I came for but I immediately say yes out of relief.
The massage was short, but actually quite nice, did get rid of some tension and help me relax
then her fingers went to buttocks level
and she started using her finger nails
until I was ready to be turned over ...
She was a bit slow getting on in CG, cautious, but when she was fully on she relaxed and started to get into it
Change into mish
And she begins to enjoy herself
Initially she was a bit passive, just lying there for me to do my thing like a lot of women (especially wives) do, but she began to get more enthusiastic, holding onto me, and responding to my movements
At the end after the shower, she spontaneously gave me a nice girlfriendly kiss ... which I hadn't expected ... maybe she enjoyed herself too?
Never saw her again, she moved locations, and later disappeared off the DB.
But for me that first time was the first of many
and I got much bolder as I got older
Can't say I got any wiser though