Remember the Hg I 've mentioned here who was hurt after watching the photos of other girls from my camera? She was the reason I disappeared for so long. I went to Thailand and prayed to Brahma the god with 4 faces that she would see me again. She really sms me that she wanted to see me when I returned. But she said she had thought clearly. She would treat me as average customers. I was lost. She didn't want to see me and was angry then because she really liked ( or love)me, now she could see me again because she had put that special feeling about me aside. I saw she had copied the lyrics of a Chinese song- I still love u forever on a piece of paper, maybe it was her secret feeling in her deepest part of her heart. Eventally something unpleasant happened( like a curse) again and we will never see each other again. I was down and had thought quiting to visit hg and even this site again. I thought I was fooled by Brahma as the Hg returned but the feel was totally different. Maybe I am too emotional to play this game. I don't know how long i have left. Now I am back and share with u my story. Maybe I will visit Hg again soon.

[ Last edited by  lickpussy at 24-9-2010 06:50 ]

Lickpussy, it's clear that you have feelings for this girl. I know how being in your situation must hurt, but maybe it was just never meant to be and I think you should try to move on and forget about her. Praying won't help. Life is cruel and there's too much injustice in this world.

Bro Lickpussy, sorry to hear about your upsetting news.

But sometimes you win some and other times you lose some.

I dont know if the Hg has real feelings for you or if she is just playing you, but you shouldnt beat yourself up over it.

Its not the end of the world.

Plenty of other Hg out there.

And if you feel you are too emotional for this game, then dont play or just time out for a while.

Anyway hope you feel better soon.

Go to sauna and get a massage, that will relax you.

praying will not help.  take xour time to find somebody who really cares for you. being a hg or a civie with not so many strings attached. getting over someone you feelattached to is always difficult but it works with time and then you will be much better off hopefully. having sex with different people also helps although it might feel empty at first but this again changes with time.
good luck

It's a dangerous game you are playing. She is still working as a HG and she can tell you you are her "special one" rather than "average customer", but it may not be true. Even if it's true she is still having sex with many many other men. Can you handle that? Or are you rich enough to support her lefestyle and can ask her to stop working? I think you would be better off not getting too attached to this girl. If you want a relationship, you should try to find a civvie instead IMHO.

yes i think so too..

but don't worry, time will heal your " PAIN ", and your LUST will return.

[ Last edited by  kaka at 26-9-2010 02:03 ]

All I can say is "ON79"  It's one thing to sink ship, it's another to fly to fucking thailand to pray for a whore to take you back

lickpussy, really feel for you bro. Let's just give this HG the benefit of a doubt and say she is in love with you. To be realistic, there can be no future in such a relationship. How could the two of you even be together?  You and her have such different backgrounds and set of friends not to mention logistically you have to move to China to be with her. It just doesn't work out. As kaka says, time will heal and so let's just cherish the memories.

if i could post a picture of titanic i would!

Dont get too involved bro. It might be too late now, but its better you learn this lesson now than when it is too late.

This business is like a sea, there are still lots of fishes out there. Don't think too much as what kaka said, time will eventually heal it.