You are pedestalling, the only way around this is to go out there and fuck other girls as many as possible, once you get some more exposure and experience you will realise the things that make her special are not really that unique and or special.
A WG called SQ I was nuts about, however I went on a rampage and added over 250WGs and 12 non WGs to my score card in little over a year, the things that made her special, her friendliness and fantastic body are found in many other WGs.
Heh problem is I'm now thinking of this Korean WG who was a bit flat chested but had possibly the tightest pussy I have ever encountered. It required both hands just to get it in...
But then again I think of the girlie I shagged in Irkutsk in Russia who used me like a dick on a stick I barely escaped with my life!.
But then I think about sex rather a lot....