Big bro skebe, i rather not... I am pretty sure you have her wechat, while we cut eachother out.....honestly i think this is the best, the last thing ibwant is aaking u to help me check hows she is doing, i do not want to reach that lvl pathethicness.
These fking lockdowns is really starting to mess with me mentally. Things wouldve been great if its like the past, i bone her she gets paid or sometimes i get some freebies like a frd with benefits.
I have been mongering for close to ten fking years, and i cant believe i made the rookie mistake of falling for one of them. I dont mean i see them as objects with no feelings, there are around a dozen of WGs retired i still keep in touch with, some started a business and some started a family, hell i still chat with them from time to time and a few is actually helping me get over now.
By telling me how she is not wprth it, as i showed them are full arguments.
Long story short, spend too much time with her in sept and oct, shared too much with eachother, started to know more abt her as a person, her past, her family, etc. Than quite alot happen, need to overcome the fact that she slps with other men, which i did, but something else happens and finally broke whatever we have had or showed her true side.
When she went missing on late nov, i started a thread to asked for help in underatanding what she was going through, she and her frds got lucky and was released in 3 days.... Hell i even book a few girls from the same agent just so i can ask if she had been arressted.
Anyway regardless, dont want to bore you boys with the details, but yes i m hunting fir someone else to either drown myself out of her, or replace her, hence i m pissed off that 初戀 is cancelled. As she seems to be the one most liklely to make me forget abt her sexually at least.
I think i tried more than a dozen of pther WGs in the last two weeks. There certainly are some great ones like MMs siu ding dong, cute as hell, but her pussy is way too small, Fkiki is also a honorable mention, a few others from qk was skillful but mechanical, etc. But so far still picking myself up.