punting kinda ruined sex for me
Had 2 weeks full of punting and the procedure has usually been the same. A shower, a bj and/or hj, maybe some daty or dfk and then off to the deed.
Met this extremely cute 21 year old and we hit it off. Spent lots of time together, invited her up north, and to my surprise she wanted to do it. But, non working VN girls, barely do foreplay. So I was doing most of that work but could for whatever reason only get a semi going on. Tried to get a bj but shes never done it before and the HJ was pretty dry. Thought I'd be able to do DATY, dfk and even fingering to help stimulate and bring the mood up. Nothing. She ended up coming twice from fingering and daty though so there's that at least. We ended up going to sleep after, and I kept having dirty dreams about her since I felt blue balled. Woke up rock hard and extremely horny but she was dead asleep. Tried to tease her a bit which she didn't mind. She woke up and we tried again but then she gave up half way and said she was too tired. Boner kill. Couldn't sleep. Took some melatonin. Woke up a few hours later rock hard and horny as hell again but she was once again dead asleep. When she finally woke up she was also really horny and we tried again but once again I was only able to achieve a semi. In my head I was wishing we had lube or something or some sort cause my trying to jerk it dry and her giving me a dry (and not great) HJ wasn't working. We tried inserting me with her on top while I was semi hoping it would get hard during the deed. But she was so tight and I wasn't hard enough that only the tip got in. Eventually we gave up and we just cuddled.
Now she's leaving in about 8 hours on vacation and I'm debating on grabbing a local call girl or going to a massage so I can finish. But at this point I'm also thinking I should stay off punting for a bit so I can rewire my brain and expectations. | |
