Reply #1 adrenal's post
Having seen reports on her for a number of years, this was one of those bucket list items which I thought everyone should try. However looking at that video, the pure arrogance and narcissism radiated from my screen, I could feel it without having to walk into her room. I can imagine the disdain and scorn which would follow.
I’ve seen this dynamic before in a the wholly dissimilar context. A person is dependent upon another or a group of others for their survival. However status wise (age, education, social class, race, money, roles: husband-and-wife, employee employer, parent-child) this person believes that they are superior to that person they depend on, and look down on them, in some cases scorning them and hating them. However a person is dependent upon such persons, which are lower than them, for their daily survival, they ultimately hate themselves because of this dependency. This goes round and round in a circle and they become more dependent upon such persons and then also hate those persons and then hate themselves.
Maybe I’m stating the obvious for some of the more astute here. I typically don’t get inside of girls’ heads, but this is what it looks like.
Most of my providers, if they have scorn and anger due to their dependency, hide it extremely well for me, or perhaps I am too socially clueless to pick up on nonverbal cues.
Keep on mongering 
[ Last edited by gwailoplayer at 22-9-2023 09:01 ] | |
