First time was with an older woman in SF. I think she felt bad about corrupting me. I felt dirty afterwards since it was a shameful secret I'd have to keep from everyone and my future partners. I remember texting the girl afterwards thanking her and saying I'd never do it again which she seemed happy about. LB felt itchy a few days after and I was afraid I'd caught something but it eventually went away. In hindsight it was probably a mixture of friction from it being my first time and anxiety over STDs due to years of fearmongering in sex ed back in school. Of course I only felt guilt for a few days and a few months later I was deep into the hobby. I'd go into it in greater detail about my first time but there's no restriction on this thread
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