Reply #17 Marcade's post
All great questions.
I simplified the whole story for brevity and there were (and are still) a lot of different emotions, thoughts, and factors over the years which I won’t dive deep into here. I’m neither promoting nor warning against BB as ultimately it’s down to the two individuals to make their own decisions. Soundwave asked the question in his post and seeing his Boa chronicles made me want to share my story too because I understand how he feels or why he might feel compelled to ask the question he did.
Yes, there’s a baby girl out there with my DNA. When we were first fucking, the WG said that she could look after herself and also any baby that could come out of our encounters. She never explicitly said she was on birth control but after cumming so many times inside her belly over months and not getting pregnant, I didn’t have any reason to doubt or not trust her. Besides, the thought of her getting pregnant was always there and it was something I constantly thought about. Ultimately, I was ok with it and to have that lifelong connection with her.
For those who might be thinking if the baby real, we video chatted throughout her pregnancy, I saw pictures of the baby the day she was born, and all the documentation and hospital bills that came with the birth. So she’s real. Although she ended up having the baby, she has stayed true to her word of handling everything by herself and with her extended family. I’m also not the kind of person who would not want to play some kind of part in their life. I have tried to be somewhat proactive in reaching out to be a part of her life, but her mother would prefer that I didn’t. That’s also fine and she knows I’m always a button away if she wants to reach me.
One day when the baby is grown up, yes she might want to know more about her father and seek me out and I’m comfortable with that. I would be happy to, after all she is my daughter. What would my family think of all of these things? It’s not going to be straightforward but I will cross that bridge when I get to it. But for the family I am with, I will give them the best life, support, and love I possibly can.
Over time, especially more recently, I’ve come to the realisation that life is given and taken in moments that are never planned, that are never fair, or in moments that always makes sense. I learned to be comfortable with that and the girl who gave birth to our child is also comfortable with that. I guess that’s one element of a myriad of different factors that drew us to one another during that first chance encounter.
Feel free to ask me more, I still have a lot more to share but it’s a complex story and I couldn’t possibly write everything in one sitting. | |
