Originally posted by erik.jin85 at 3-9-2018 15:09
I don't get any of those references except the one from Hugo's book.
batman, Yup thats the plan as soon as she is on her feet and get situated with her new position, I don't intend on further contact ...
jeffzeke, theworm.
I see where you guys are coming from, I do. I sometime ask myself would I have help her if she wasn't attractive, it would be a flat out no. I might have helped with a bigger tip but no more.
She definitely got my attention, she is pretty and, I have done more then I should have if it was strictly platonic, not going to deny it.
But, now reality sets in... I am not in love with her, secretly or openly. I am just seeing this trough, like a bird you set free a the end. I have way too much going on to do this thing with her. And even if I wanted to, I couldn't "logistically" make it work. Not only that but she is not "allowed" to marry outside her "people" some of you guys probably guess what kind of Chinese she it.
My permanent better half has to... well be my better half, she would have to make up for what I lack, farm girl cannot...
I do appreciate the feedback guys, there is an end date to this, in the meantime we just pen pals. |
