As Jake.houston put it most of us here are messed up fuckers, still the comments, advice and concern as a on this thread shows that as a community we are not bad fuckers!
My 2 cents: we are not built to be monogamous, leave alone to have a single sexual partner for a life time, neither has monogamy been the societal norm in most cultures for long. Certainly not in India till the last century, especially in the more well off sections of the society. The societal norm or moral compass that you felt constrained by is quite recent and artificial in nature.
As far as STDs go, there is always a risk, but it isn't too different from an adventure spot or even horse riding for that matter. You can choose a small pony or an old mare if you are risk averse or a stallion at it's best if you are feeling more adventurous, just don't forget the protective helmet whatever you choose. If you are worried about the frequency, just think of a kid with a new toy, the obsession is going to fade as he gets used to the toy.
If you ask me, you have no reason to feel guilty. I second uncle dad - seeking arrangement or maid parade might be more to your liking.. as long as you don't end up falling for them.
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