Your account reads like a Fassbinder film: full of melancholy, despair and sharp observations. I am touched by your honesty and sincerity, and I am sure all the bros on this forum agree with me. You are a cultural, intelligent, and sensitive young man, and I wish you all the best.
Just a few points. First, I agree with Jake Houston that the joy of sex is hardwired in our DNA. To deny it is to fight against billions of years of evolution: you have zero chance. No belief system is able to suppress this successfully, and the attempts of doing so have caused countless sufferings in history. Accept the pleasure of body as a fact of life, and use this urge to direct your life in a positive way.
Two, Temple street is pretty hardcore. It's an equivalent to going to street hawkers for chicken feet and pig intestines before you even have a chance of developing a fine palate. You are tempted to eat street food, but ending up with disgust and angst afterwards. Hong Kong offers a variety of chooses. Enjoy a good gourmet experience first, before you venture into hardcore stuff!
I agree with Bro Mister that Kama Spa, my favourite haunt, is the place for you. In fact, it is designed for novices with such a laser precision that I like to call it the gateway drug for punting. It's in a high end location, very unexposed, and the girls there are very friendly, generally enjoying being kissed. No negotiation is required, as everything is clearly explained on their menu. The only minus point is that they do not offer FS. But I do not think FS is what you need. You need intimacy followed by a release, and Kama is top notch for that.
One attraction of Temple Street is that you can convince yourself you are just walking there to have a look and you can always walk away. I think this is true for all guilt pleasures. But even in a massage joint you can always ask for a veggie massage if you don't feel like doing more.
It may sound surprising to you: I have never paid for sex in my life. Like you, I am very peculiar about this, and I do not want to have sex with a woman I don't love. Even at Kama, where I go regularly, I almost never asked for a HJ (would this disclosure leads to my disqualification by this forum I don't know). It is the closeness to another human being, and the sensual pleasure of being touched, that I long for. The point is, our cravings are unique and it is important to follow your heart.
I look forward to reading more of your reports, hopefully on more enjoyable encounters. Use your considerable talents to inform and enrich us. This forum is generous and safe community.
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