My Personal Punting Story (fcking long)
Would me nice if any of your bros are readers cuz I don't have anywhere to express myself. This is going to be long and boring but i am using it as a channel to release my anxiety/depression. I am going to write it as a story and segment it into different episode with each episode being my punting session.
Spoiler: all punts were street walkers, temple street. Not really spoiler but didn't want anyone to be disappointed.
My Punting Story.
Prologue:
I am 25 years old. Never had a girlfriend. Never had sex. I have followed This site since high school. I knew all the details. My classmates from high school went to have sex with prostitutes so I knew stuff like this was easy and possible. I grew up with lots of depression from stuff and it's nothing related to girlfriend or sex. I was always the good boy in front of everyone's eyes. I actually was decent and had good friends around me as well . In fact, I had more female friends than male. They were easier to make friends with. Some look up to me and some I look up to them. I had moral values of my own as I do not follow religion and one of the strict value I told myself is to have sex only with girlfriend and if she allows it. If she doesn't wanna do it until marriage it's fine.
I had another rule. "If no girlfriend until 35, start punting like crazy". I didn't know my depression would be so bad recently that over took my ego for keeping strict moral for not having sex. However there was one dark side of me ever since high school that I never told anyone despite being very polite and honest to all people around me. I am extremely, extremely hyper sexual. I have been watching porn since god knows when. I am mostly into Japanese porn. I keep up with what's on new release on my favourite pornstars. Don't believe me? Let me just list out all the names for you bros who are into JAV (Asuka Kirara, Nishina Momoka, Haruki Sato, Rei Mizuna, satomi Suzuki, Mizuno Asahi (Tsubasa Honda- for uncensored), Tsukasa Aoi (fav), Riku Minato (fav),Tsubasa Amami, Sora Shina, Yuna Shina, Yuria Satomi, Yua Aida ( 2005,classic, retired), Jun Aizawa, Yua Mikami (she is fcking hot)... umm let's not get carried away but yes I was a porn freak. I even dwelled into 3D porn in my TV and also I have tested VR porn. Using google cardboard and phone. I recently (a week before my first ever punt) I bought fleshlight to control my urges. I masturbate like crazy. I once masturbated 7 times in a day and was able to do it 3 times in an hour once. I once had blood coming out mixed with a sperm. Went to doctor, got anti-biotics. They didn't test for Std as I told them I never had sex. Despite being that hyper sexual, I never thought of having actual sex. Well I did think but never actualise it (idk if I'm using the word actualise correctly) I was so sexually engrossed that I masturbate even reading some of you bros reviews. I was a lurker in the forum and this is my first post. I even masturbate on the pictures in this site.
Fucked up right? I think I may have become a sociopath.
Episode 1 - Virgin or not a virgin?
I knew about walk-ups and walk-ins. But never knew "street walkers" exists in HK. I work nearby so temple street was 20min walk. I decided to give a walk. I was surprised how hot some are. I have low standards and that's the advantage here, I am willing to bed with most girls I see. I controlled myself and didn't dare ask "how much". I walked by Temple Street couple of days. Always going home and just masturbating thinking of those beautiful girls whom I can bed if I paid...easily. I have the money.
But one night, I saw this girl in temple street. Left stall walkway. She was my type. As you bros say, MCOT. Good short height, Chinese girl. University student look. GLASSES. She wears glasses! Yeah one of my fetish. Must be from being very toxic with anime stuff. But gosh. I saw her 10 feet away. A foreigner old man asked her "how much" and she said "$500". I didn't keep money in my pocket to control myself. But shit, I ran to the nearest hang seng bank. I was shaking. I was telling myself "this is it, you are going to fuck her". As my hands were shaking while I took money from the bank $600 (I plan to give her $100 tip despite overly inflated foreigner price) I didn't care , I have money (yes I know I should have went walk-in then, but you can tell by my story where I am coming from) it was an impulsive decision. I was like "pls don't go, I hope that old man didn't get her, how can he not? But maybe she is not his type, God i hope she is not gone"
While rushing back to the stall corner before making the turn...I told myself "listen, do you really want to do this?"
I am an honest person and if ever so I get married or have girlfriend and if they ask me if I had sex, I feel compelled to telling the truth...so this was one of the reason i controlled myself from having sex with prostitute. In my head I was like, "Fuck it, nobody loves you, despite being average looking, all girls just makes you their friends, you are useless, you won't get girlfriend, you won't get a wife, just go and get it done"
I screamed, "FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!" (...in my head)
"Hi! How much?"
She showed me five finger and said "$500"
I was like "okay"
She walks forward, I don't know how this shit works... I thought she was gonna go right back up but her place is somewhere further ahead.
Me: "oh this is happening , you have been watching porn for so long, you are actually gonna fuck that (looking at her butt). I always loved to watch doggy styles.
She goes up this building, I just look at her legs and butt while going upstairs. I didn't know how this shit works (street walker thing) but it's happening. I was soooo excited cuz she is those girls you see in mk walking past. She messages somebody. Maybe let's tai-lo know she has client...for her safety. We enter the room, there was 5 mini room. I believe each room has just a bed and toilet just like hers. She asks for money. I give her $600 on spot. They are having sex for money, not a easy job, the have their story back in their place, some are even moms of 2 kids to feed (I read you bro stories).
Me: "do you speak English"
Her: nods her head in confusion
She tries to take off her clothes. I stop her and ask for a hug and i try to have conversation. (I Am such a sad fucker). I get hugs from ppl but this is something I wanted, intimacy...being able to grab the breast and buttocks while hugging. (Okay I am sad and lonely inside)
Me: do you kiss? I point at my lips
Her: no, no kiss.
Me: *points at cheeks* how about here
Her: no no, (she points her entire lower body ) kiss here.
Me: okay, mo men tai. (She spoke mandarin, idk why I even spoke Cantonese)
She tells me to take off my clothes while she undo hers. I was hoping we both get in bed and we wildly take off each others clothes (intimacy is what I want but I didn't demand much, I am here to observe how things work around here)
I take off my clothes and sit on the edge of the bed naked like an idiot. But I also awed by the fact that there's a naked girl right in front of me. What a sight. She's flat chested. I have no discrimination on sizes. I don't like saggy so I don't prefer picking up bigger breasted ladies. Her push up bra made her look like she did have something. I like her how she is. Best part is, she keeps her glasses on.
She points me to go on the bed center. I am still not sure what I should be doing. I lay down like an idiot and oh! I went in with the intention of just having blowjob and cum out so that I can still keep my virginity. Yes I did still want to keep my virginity. Despite everything that's about to go down is really overwhelming.
She points and mouth, condom, my penis. Idk what she did but I figured she wanted to wrap me up for a blowjob. She sits on my left side while working her mouth on my penis. I was still in the stage of "this is unbelievable.."this is happening".."you saw this in porn and masturbated and now this is really happening"
I have hots for Asian looking women so I was going nuts in my head while poker facing the entire session. I explore her body , feeling her skin, her nipples, her breast, her thighs while she is working on blowjob. I was about to bust my load (and I should have as planned) but my instinct just took over. I told her to stop. I let her lie on the bed, I explored her body, kissing everywhere. I was on her neck going up she turned away and told me to only do stuff down. I said "toi bu chi" which means sorry. I am apologetic like that even I am the Customer and I paid a lot , I still respect her., anyways, to continue...I even went down to her vagina. I think I licked it a bit. Bad idea isn't it? Cuz they don't shower their customer and I don't think they shower, it's all pay-fuck-leave in temple street isn't it? I am already fearing STD for doing that. She was surprised I did that, that had me even scared. I was gonna ask for bj to finish up but my instinct took over, I wanted to doggy. As she turned over I tried to put in my penis, I was still going in my head "don't do this!, keep your virginity , it's the only thing that makes you happy doing childish shit and make friends laugh and you like it too". I was struggling emotionally. I still tried to put it in... I don't think it even went in. I wasn't super hard because I was so damn conflicted and excited at the same time. She thought it was in, I thought it was in, she tried pumping and I tried pumping and I ejaculated. And I don't think my penis was in? I think I heard "gam fai?" Which means "so fast?"
I wonder if I heard wrong cuz she was using Mandarin at first. She took off my condom and cleaned me up with tissue and I wore my clothes and she wore hers. I told her thank you in Mandarin and asked for a hug. I am still a sad fucker who wished he had girlfriend whom I would give so much intimate attention.
I left the building. Oh and I never swallowed my saliva cuz I feared a lot . I took a large bottle of water from circle K and kept gurgling and spitting out on drainage on street. Went to near by McDonald toilet and peed and washed off my penis with the water bottle.
Entire way home I was even more sad. Because of how the ejaculation happened, I wondered if I had lost my virginity or not? Loosing wasn't important , I was in this void thinking where do I put myself. I did want to stay virgin, but am I still one? If I am then that's great. But then again I did have sex..kinda..not maybe. Virgin or not ?????????..the end. No more fucking. Just fck it. Get Std check and move on with life.
Episode 2- A lifestyle should not get used to
Boy was a such contradicting fucktard. Again I walked through Temple Street, this time I walked a head to Lai Chi Kok. Yes I walk a lot sometimes. Going through other streets to see if there are in street walkers. I thought portland street would have some. I was going sightseeing again and again through Temple Street and masturbating back home. I was totally wasted. I didn't know what I wanted. I wanted to go back and do them but I was scared of STD and a toxic-sex-filled lifestyle i might get into... I have good family, friends, money, social life... but I chose this. So after doing my long walk, took the MTR at Lai Chi Kok to go home but for some fcking reason I took the train to Yau Ma Tei and started heading Temple Street. I was going through my fight internally again. "Don't do this!"
And this fcking hot chick just came out of nowhere from the building after she served her client. She looked at me and I looked at her, we were walking same direction at temple street...I asked her how much. TIght Skirt, her busts were popoing out. Tall and slim. The fact that I read after 8pm you see more hotter younger girls has led me to go back to Temple street...and this was it. She was hot. She told me $250, i was surprised as hell. She didn't charge me 'foreigner tax'. We go up and she nods at this indian kid, I bet that teenager was her client before me, lucky. Oh this is the SAME exact room used for Episode 1 lady. This woman, so hot and cheeky, she is working on clients after clients, she seems to be so in a hurry to get me to cum. She takes my clothes off, she takes her clothes off, leaves her bra. And gets me hard so fast and asks me to do her. While I do her, she moans so hard and hugs me. All missionary. While I pump her i told her to take off her bra which she did. Her moaning worked and made me cum fast. I think she gets her client, fuck for 10 min and done.(oh and I paid her $300 and also had the usual talk if she kisses then i asked for a hug...sad) Come to think of it, when I left I realised she wanted to sell me another session right after for $200.. I think. Maybe that's why she got me to cum fast I don't know. I did suck her nipple and kissed her neck so I had the same Episode 1 routine, Water bottle, spit out entire way home, mcdonald wash my penis and regret regret regret and feel sad. I am getting into the toxic life. A lifestyle I should not be used to.
Episode 3 - Really? Again?
I find myself in Temple Street again... I will skip my conflicting regretful thoughts. The same drill everytime. Overthink -> Impulsive Decision -> Regret later -> blame myself and feel ashamed of having everything but still going this route. Now guys, don't get me wrong, I DO NOT look down upon any of you. We all have our lifestyle. It's just that, I didn't want to choose this one, atleast not this early.
So I saw this lady, probably a bit mature woman. She looked hot anyways. Eye contacted. I asked her how much. She said $500. She wasn't worth $500 but I said yes. She DEFINITELY didn't expect me to say yes. Probably wanted me to haggle to $300/$400. Once I said 'okay'. She looked down at my chest and up at my face. Like the look "wow, he go tmoney?". I don't really dress rich. I blend in like the other indians around the area. She looked nice, tight dress. Oh boy her floor though, Dark and so many floors up, i got so tired. I was like "wow" and laughing. This is much smaller room. I gave her I think $600. And I told her not to take of her clothes and let me hug her. She got the idea. She touches my penis while I hug her starting down at her clevage. I help her take off her top. Her breasts were nice but saggy once she took off her bra. I told her to give me kiss on my cheek. Ofcourse I had the same talk "do you kiss" "Do you speak english".. same old stuff. She hand jobs, Blow jobs, I go missionary but this time I wanted to try Doggy, like for real. Her butt was wide, not super attractive but better than seeing saggy breast missionary. So I pumped few times and I ejaculated. Paid, said thanks and left.. yes I hugged one last time after she put on clothes and left.
Episode 4 - Now this was great
Same old same old fcking story. Still find myself asking "how much?" there were 4 chicks standing together on the street intersecting temple street. I was just gonna sight see, but the second one had eye contact. I asked How much immediately. There was such an obvious pause. She should me four finger and put down immediately and smiled. I said yes and i followed her. Same old sad stuff. I ask if she kisses. Anyways cut to the chase. She is from Guangzhou or Guandong... i don't know, which ever speaks cantonese she's from there. Wait I think both places speaks cantonese. Now I can converse atleast something. All the past 3 episodes were no talk just business. She asked me what I do, how long I am in Hong Kong. I keep saying sorry I don't undestand much cantonese but I tried alot to communicate and we kinda understand eachother. Oh and I masturbated hours before I got her so that I could last longer. So she BJs me. All past BJ was from the side, this time I asked her to like go front, right in the center. It was nice trying to help her manage her hair. I was more awake this time as I have masturbated before hand. There's something about heightened sexual feeling, they narrow your vision (your sight), everything gets a little brighter. Must be the iris opening up. ANyways lets not get scientific. So my past punts were like that but this time i was more awake and i tried to take in the moment. This time tried something new, Cowgirl. She did it well. Long story short, the fact that I had a chat with her made the moment much much better. I wanted to try standing doggy and I couldn't get hard enough for that. My fear and regret was taking over again. I kept saying sorry and I asked for a blowjob again as I couldn't cum (which I am very happy cuz that was my intention), she took the condom and put in a new one for blowjob. I kept being apologetic. That's just my fcking personality. I don't have ego "I am paying you serve me" type attitude. I told her I will give her $100 more. And she was like "Gan ju?" like saying "what should i do for it". I told her I am taking time, I am sorry, Just take your time. She said thank you and didn't ask for it on the spot. She tried hard, and i got hard and pumped her so hard the whole bed started moving. She had eye contact on me and looks away and back again at me. It was all missionary. We had conversation, I asked her when she is leaving. She told me to find her again. Gave her the extra $100 as promised. She was about to go toilet and I wanted to go, i told her to go first but she told me to go first. I just love these small conversation. Anyways we are done, we both put on our clothes i hugged her and kissed herneck then her cleavage and said thank you in both mandarin and Cantonese.
I told myself. Lets stop it here, that was a great fuck and keep it in your memory...kept reminding myself "now this...was great"
Again, waterbottle, spit out, mcdonalds and wash my dick ending.
Episode 5- FUCK! not again.
Conflicting thoughts and then... boom..
Picked up a chick again, just like the one in Episode 3 but a bit better. asked for $500, gave her $600. I don't even know why I tip them...told her to slow down. These women are rush rush rush all the time. She nicely kept my stuff in a place, she even hung my clothes. I don't know if this is her get go or she is trying to make up for asking high price and my tip. She went to toilet to wash her self and I thought she was doing standard walk-up stuff. So I pointed to ask if she wants me to come in. That was so naive. She pointed at the bed and asked me to stay there. So what she did was warm herself up so her vagina would feel warm. Again, I was surprised. she did this cat bath thing on bed, she was so dry it kinda hurt but i didn't say anything. I was just surprised. She had saggy boobs. I went missionary and I asked her if I could kiss her on her cheek and she said yes. So while I missionary, I kissed her and I ejaculated. The kissing was new experience.
Paid, left, regret. Hate myself. I kept saying "FUCK! NOT AGAIN?!" | |
