Reply #12 Caligynephiliac's post
Well it seems as if I am not only one who experiences this. It sort of makes you doubt your own performance level, IE: am as good as I once was or am I as good as I once was once? Ha Ha.
I think you may have put it it very close to the mark! A client is a client and they feel as if they must perform, while a "nice guy" doesn't get the performance but he does get the GFE on a different level. I personally love the GFE but want it combined with some of the great wild sex i know she is capable of. The question is how do we turn that back on, or is it even possible?
My regular girl will help me get another girl anytime I want, but I have to admit, I can feel a bit guilty about slamming another girl white she is close by.
Is there a way to turn back into a client again? Or are we doomed to just let her go and find something new.?? I have tried, with my limited langue skills to ask her where the passion went, even if fake, but I really don't think she gets it.
My next step is to not take her when I return to China and just to enjoy myself with whatever suits my fancy. She will know that I am there and we'll see what happens. In my stomping grounds in Northern China the selection is good, the prices are lower, and there is minimal, if any, crackdown worry. I don'[t have a whole lot of faith in this working, but I will still try. | |
