Reply #19 dryice's post
Dryice: Thank you for your input. Please believe me when I say I think I can keep this separate. My age and the WG's age make this an imperative. As far as any long term commitment goes, it is absolutely impossible with 43 years between us. I think she enjoys my company and the way I treat her and consciously tries to avoid getting too emotionally involved. I think this is why she suggests and encourages that I have other WG's. This is OK with me and my brain says this is the way it has to be. However, she has managed to awaken feelings and desires that I thought were long dead. I know I cannot have, nor do I expect, an exclusive relationship with her, but if I were 30 years or so younger it could be a different matter. This is matters of the heart and as such, I cannot let my heart over rule my brain. I do know what I have at home and wouldn't change anything to, being literal, throw it all away for a WG that may or may not ever be anything but a WG. But the feelings that exist, real, imagined, sex, lust, whatever, do help keep this old heart beating and I intend to enjoy it as long as possible. The ending--who knows--perhaps she will start her own business--become a mamasan herself--find a good man--or something else, most of which do not have a good ending! But what I do know is that in no way will I cause her any pain that can possibly be avoided, and will always treat her the way my mother taught me to treat women, with respect and dignity! mrclen | |
