Reply #8 stanley11's post
Stanley: Wow do I really appreciate the responses this little post has gotten me! It really helps an old guy who thought these type feelings were dead many years ago. Let me say first that I have the feeling that this relationship, such as it is, is sliding downhill as we speak. I may go into details later but first i will answer some of the above.
I am married, but the sexual part of my marriage died a slow death death about 15 years ago when my wife had a Hysterectomy operation. Yes, I still love her, how can you not after over 35 years, but the intimacy and closeness is not there, just a routine being together. It is more like a normal habit now. With this girl, the excitement is there, the good sex, is there, the wonder, and the other things I thought were gone, are there.. It is a great feeling to have a nude young body wake up next to you, roll over tell you that she loves you, and be ready for some morning action (after she brushes her teeth of course). There is more to it than that of course, but it is big part of it.
I really can't give her a new life, although if I were 30/40 years younger I would have to give it serious consideration.
The youth thing!!!! I thought these feelings couldn't exist for me any longer and it is a fantastic feeling to know they are still there. Age must have no barrier to love, regardless as to what kind it is!!
I have some of the resources, but am not wealthy by any means.
She is a full KTV girl with outcalls but exclusive to me when I am there. (At least I think so, who knows what she does when I am working or at business meeting, etc). On some occasions she has said she will work in the KTV and then come to the room after she just sits because she says I spend too much money to take the KTV room and her at the same time. When she sees me after, there is no money involved. And I know she wears the not available dress in the KTV on those occasions. But who knows if she doesn't go for a ST before she comes up to my room.
So, trying to be realistic as possible, I know this really can't go anywhere and I am trying to accept that with grace. I still don't want it to be just p4p situtation as I really enjoy the GFE she provides when we are together. She has never asked for money for here sick father, etc. I have taken her shopping but as in any male female relationship, it is pay me now or pay me later!
Just a little about me: 73 years old, look about 60. Everything still works. Not overweight, and in good shape about 180 lbs, mostly bald. About her: 30 years old, small "A" boobs, and almost nothing in sex is off the table, except swallow, and anal.
We do WeChat, but the chats seem to have cooled over the last few weeks. I will see her again, I think, in early December and we are planning to go to Harbin for two or three days to see the ice gardens.
More comments and advice are eagerly sought! Thanks again for all the responses!!! mrclen | |
