"Now I feel so guilty for giving the girl false hopes, lies, fake promises of a family with her, marriage after divorce with my wife etc.... that I cannot get over it. I think I've become very fond of her (possibly love) and I feel shit for being a prick to take advantage of her."
why would you tell someone these things if you are just wanting to get laid,
if she knew you married from the start, then you should have been totally honest
with her in your intentions.....then you would have been in control,
by the sounds of things she is now winding the vice tight on your balls...
and if you do have feelings for her now, then your wife and kid will pay the
ultimate price for your adventures....you have some tough discisions..
that is why paying for play is such a good alternitive...no one gets hurt,
if you're discreet enough...
hope things work out for you | |
