virginboy
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19-11-2012 21:18 |
feeling guilty for stringing a civilian along for sex
I am married and have a little boy. I also enjoy WG at least 1-2 per week and sometimes a little extra from Escape etc....
I met a local girl from work and she started getting serious very soon - I dated her for 5 months. I would bang her 2-3 times per week and 3-4 shots per session without a condom (lucky I have zero sperm count due to TRT). The cost for hotel victoria and/or Eden, taxis, dinner, movies etc costed me $20K/month easy.
Last week I get a lawyer calling me up asking to meet me for a divorce consultation with my wife (requested by my mistress). My mistress gave me an ultimatum to marry her or she'll dump me.... So I took it upon myself to dump her first.
Now I feel so guilty for giving the girl false hopes, lies, fake promises of a family with her, marriage after divorce with my wife etc.... that I cannot get over it. I think I've become very fond of her (possibly love) and I feel shit for being a prick to take advantage of her.
Does banging a lot of hookers in quick succession solve this guilt for anyone?
I don't want to hurt my wife nor do I want to divorce. I just wanted a little extra on the side but I guess the time had to come sooner or later.... just too soon for my liking. Wondering if I should string the girl a little longer by delaying the lawyer's appointment with some farfetched excuse?
Any cure for guilt? | |
chelu |
30-11-2012 09:47 |
Acceptance +1 |
What is TRT? |
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