Reply #4 yazoo's post
Ya Yazoo....
But 4 years?
I left HK and didnt even tell her until I was gone. Figured it was the only way. Just cut it off. I tried to leave it this way. And failed. It was rather cowardly of me to have left her that way, actually.
Anyway....
Four years of fucking other women (hundreds!) and still wishing it was her each time? Four years of some rather intense GFE from other bar-girl regulars (Mai, C, Angelia, Sally, Lenny, Rachel) and still wishing it was her beside me? You've seen me report on all of these regulars. At various times I cancelled on ALL of them because Joann said she was free. It was so tough for us to be together, so any opportunity was grabbed by us both. All of these ones, incidentally, told me they loved me (still do, actually) and want me to take them away. Amazing times... but after each time with any of them she is back in mind within seconds of exiting. Not my wife.., not some other dame... her. Joann. Always.
The wacko thing is.... she is me. A slut. She enjoyed the lifestyle, and was absolutely top-shelf during her brief stint at the profession. She had fun. (Though clearly she was more femine than I, and certainly much hotter). This is not a good thing, perhaps, but we simply "get" each other. In ALL ways... no secrets. We had plenty of secrets as our relationship began... but they've all been outed. We just cant stop talking. And fucking. And touching. And laughing.
Anyway. You Bros, by now, have hopefulyl clearly seen that my post here is a bit of therapy. Just getting it all out in the only venue I can. I cant tell anyone esle this stuff, right? | |
