The urge to emotionally hurt local women
I'm married and I have a baby. I'm also very happy in my marriage and my wife is good looking etc. Yes, I've done 141 for years now and done the Wanchai scene a bit. This doesn't get me all hyped up, just a physical release and go. Though, in recent years I've for some reason don't find this exciting.... I find chasing a single local girl and dumping her gives me kicks.
Basically, I have no interest to do anything with these local women like having sex or any of that.
I just want to get them all excited and interested (eg. I act perfect, pretend I'm awesome, I buy them expensive gifts like MacBooks, I buy them expensive dinners, I tell them everything to make them happy and think I'm the perfect bf/husband) and when they are in love with me, I get enjoyment in dumping them or just disappearing to crush their feelings etc. Its like I have get excited by seeing other women get hurt... maybe because I was embarrassingly dumped 10 years ago by my ex-gf who crushed me publicly in front of everyone.
Do I have a serious mental issue? OR do some other guys actually do the same as me? | |
