Reply #3307 Freelancer's post
Ahh, Bro Freelancer, it is obvious you are still totally smitten with her. This is not a jab or attack on you - it happens! Been there myself.
I think, however, you might be "infatuated" with her, versus being truly in love with her. And this is good. (Love is worse -- heartbreak is the only way out, whereas infatuation fades naturally).
Much of what you hear from her friends may not be entirely true either -- Lord knows gals play weird and unfathomable games). But it seems clear her esteem for you goes little deeper than your wallet and some "fun on the side". Plus, she's still married, is in a long-term live-in relationship, and has 2 kids with him. She IS NOT available anyway.
There is great sex to be had from a million gals. Walk away from this one if you can't truly compartmentalize your relationship as just pure fun and nothing more. Methinks, actually, that it is too late for this - she IS playing you, and the lies will continue. | |
