Reply #3067 amphibean's post
i think i am the same with guy that is heart broken.
well, i know that in my mind that i should accept GF for whatever she have.
but the truth is i am like that guy there.
once upon a time, i fell in love with a girl who is my classmate. pretty, smart, a bit tomboy. but her smile is fascinating that the moment she comes into class, many guys declare their love for her.
i did not fell at first sight. but since i am 1 of the top rank student at that time. i get to work with her in a team so much that i often see her, and seeing her more make me wanna have her as GF. ( i like it best when she smile).
i also got a best friend at that time. we go out so much together, play computer games together.
and i know he is a bastard who makes girl cry over phone.( i don't care about that since i don't know the girl whom he make cry, at least her sound is not one of my classmate). he is great at socializing.
then the moment comes we are joking in a car while going to game center, when he make a joke,"have u know (she) is not virgin anymore.", (even though i am her classmate, i don't talk so much to other people since i talk nothing but games. everyone is class know that i like her because i treat her differently than other girls.) that is the moment i don't have the desire to chase upon her anymore, i know that it may just be a gossip, a rumour, or even a plan to keep me away from chasing her. but it works !!!
Sorry for blurting out my past  .
just want to show my immaturity that i wanna change that. but still attached to it.
thanks for everyone advise. never thought this thread gonna be counselling forum
my bad for changing the direction 
btw, by going to WG, i actually plan to kill the attachment to that immaturity. but, WTH, it still in my mind 
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