Alright ppl...
So yesterday my ex came over to my house. God damn I was thinking of what you guys said, though I've made up my mind that I want some that night. Especially after thinking about it for a week or so.
After I got off work (yes I need to work saturdays too), I went and picked my ex up.
As soon as got in my car, I was thinking: "damn, she doesn't look like what she used to and she has aged"
A turn off definitely.
Few minutes later end up at my place. At this time, I really didn't feel like I wanted to have sex any more. I don't know
if it's because what I read, or she didn't look that good any more. So we chilled, smoke a couple of blunts.
In about an hour, we were both pretty high. We sat side by side, and listened to music.
By this time, if I wanted to, I should've made my move. But I didn't have that feel. (usually everytime after I smoke, I have sex with my SO, and it's amazing) I don't know what it was.
But still, I had to give it a small shot just for nothing. So I asked: "have you thought, what it would feel like if we had sex?" She just smiled in an agreeing way. And by then, I couldn't go further. I decided not to do anything. It just felt weird and wrong.
So that night ended up doing nothing!!! Drove her home after we chilled for 3 hours.
So there you go.... MKK missed some pussy.... You guys brain-washed me so much!!!
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