In a way I guess I understand. I've always said my biggest fault is that I really love women, I appreciate them and I enjoy making connections with them. I've been infatuated with a few, but I wouldn't ever leave my SO to be with them. I've made some awesome connections that I'm glad fell short, or ended quickly, because I think your reality now has always been something I fear.
I actually saw a nice Japanese for a short time frame, we really hit it off, she new my situation, but didn't care. We had a short fling, ended it and ran into each other about 4 months later and started off right where we left. I moved (not really far) and we said our goodbyes. It was the best thing that could have happened for me! I still think about her and I do know how to get a hold of her, but I don't. As much as I loved the times we had, it wasn't really fair for her or good for me, no matter how awesome it was when we were together.
IMO you just need to move on, if your like me, I'm sure you care about her and you're going to think about her, but the best thing for both of you is to move on and live your own lives. | |
