Did you talk to her at all ?
Its a mandarin talking person. I know a few words. She knew that I was a virgin from first sight. She couldnt beleive a young guy like me was going to go there. Im 23, but i look like im 17. I think this applies to all asians. She treated me like a little child. And I find it kinky with a older girl, younger guy fuck. She's like *she spread her legs*, "looks, this is where babies come from". I was like "okay...". Then I stab my penis in. Let say the experience was enlightening to learn so much. But I wouldnt say this is really really good sex. I felt pretty calm and relaxed the whole way through. She was cute, but I guess the connection wasnt there, or maybe there is something missing. I cant really pinpoint as to what is missing. I have never been in a real relationship, so i wouldnt know what its like to fuck a girl I truely love.
The experience felt very similar to me masterbating at home. The foreplay was nice with the kissing and all the fondling. I think its a little bit better than masterbating at home in my room alone. I must say it was a little painful. I had to pump her for a long while before I could cum and my dick was pretty swollen and red from it.
You kinda sound like an aspiring sex offender :/
Do you keep your respect for the opposite gender intact?
ill try to. I dont know whats happening to me. When i look at woman now, i fantasize whats its like when shes nude and what she is like aroused and fuking.
I just couldnt help it. I also find myself checking out woman for much longer time than i used to. For example this young girl i saw at london drugs, vancouver. I was literally staring at her for like 10 seconds.
Was it in HK? Will you report on it? Are you going to monger regularly?
Not in HK. Not going to report it, sorry. I went to this place they had like 3-4 girls. they all look pretty similar. I dont think it will be much different if i did that girl instead of this girl. There is not much to write about. However, I will be in hong kong this august for a couple of week, and i will be mongering. I will review, since its more helpful for you guys anyways.
For the past week or so, Ive done paid-sex twice. The second time was pretty similar to the first time. I still say that Im virgin. Cuz i get treated pretty well when I said I was a virgin with my first encounter. I dont think I will be addicted to this. I was expecting to blow my mind. But It felt natural. I dont find it too arousing or exciting. The Orgasm was great like always. There is something missing. I just dont know what is it. Or maybe this is what sex is, and im expecting too much. Im planning to go 2-3 times a month. to fullfill my natural body needs.
did you bareback?
Like I said, everything was with condom. that is how im going to do it forever. There is no point in risking.
know how it goes with that girl in your
dance class.
thanks mister. I really do hope I get to be with her. But i know chances are very slim. Ive been told im a good looking guy. But when i look in the mirror I dont quite see it. I understand life is not fair, and its suppose to be that way. My family is pretty rich. But as an individual im nothing. I dont have a career yet, and also have no friends(see socially awkward), so im not expecting anyway with her. After i had sex. I find that I want to be with her not because shes sexually attractive but I want to be in a relationship with her, when we can share our happiness and sorrows together.
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