Your problem is that you are focused on this one girl, and the more you think about her, the more you believe she's really the one for you -- especially because you only see her from afar, and aren't close enough to her to see her faults. There are millions of other girls who are just as good. And attraction is a numbers game. You can't be focused on just one. Ok, you like this one, but why not make friends with some other girls in the studio or wherever else? The best way to meet girls is to have one circle of female friends (these are usually NOT your dating prospects, so don't worry about their looks), and then date/hook up with their friends.
You sound too sensitive and impressionable to go down the WG route. Stick it out for a while. Maybe get some paid HJs just to relieve the sexual tension.
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