Originally posted by tarte at 12-2-2010 20:18
Really, not even a little wanking during teenage-hood??
I'll tell you my "close calls," which aren't even all that close.
Jacking off in my teenage years, I once wanted to try looking at / thinking about guys, just to see if it could get me off, and tried to jack off to a music video (remember those?) of muscular men -- it didn't work. I wasn't aroused by it at all.
More recently, having two weeks of nonstop (like five times a day, for two weeks... she was married and undersexed) sex with a woman, I was so tired of sex with her that as a thought experiment (and a crazy idea in the middle of the night), I thought I'd at least think about trying sex with a man. Peeked into a gay bar, was so disgusted by the thought of doing it with a guy that I left right away.
And lastly, sharing a bedroom (at a mutual friend's house) with a good friend who's gay: I had a raging erection, and was extremely horny. He offered to mess around, and no one would ever find out. I was totally disgusted by the idea, and had no interest in it. Preferred to jack off alone in the bathroom, thinking about girls.
So, no gay stuff for me. In a way, I wish I could be bi, because it would make my sex life more interesting! But guys just don't turn me on.
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