For sure there is an element of the Forbidden Fruit in all this psychology, but even bigger is the pent up demand this causes between two people who want each other but are denied that enjoyment by social convention (sounds like a damn Jane Austen novel )  We've all had an experience or two like that, and when the damn finally bursts it's a sexual, sensual experience like no other.  A real high.    That's part of what I'm chasing I guess, but there's also the purely physical with this one; she's got a fine damn booty (and I'm much more of a lover of slender frames)

It wasn't her.   It was her younger sister.   

I'd never met her younger sister before, but I kept thinking that someone had airbrushed 10 years off of the pics in the ad.    I knew it was her because of a couple of things she let slip (family size, number of brothers) and of course, they look almost like twins and have the same mannerisms, smiles, etc. such that it's almost spooky.

But of course her sister doesn't know me, and so while I was all hopped up with excitement, imaging a shocking entrance followed by an all-hell-breaks loose sex session as we both feel liberated to bang each other senseless, I ended up just being speechless when I saw her open the door!   About 5 minutes into the session she actually paused and asked me, "This is your first time isn't it?"   I must have looked seriously dumbfounded!

So, no sex.  Just a decent FBSM rub-n-tug with titty and ass grabbing and a little FIV (she was responsive ).  It sucks to risk so much with so little gain.   but my at least my private hobby and my public persona remain safely separate.  Probably for the best.

[ Last edited by  TheButler at 19-11-2011 16:00 ]