BKR,
You are absolutely right on all counts, and these very thoughts have given me pause on this one.
I am absolutely religious about trying to contain this hobby and it's effects on the rest of my life.
But fuck if I don't have a self-destructive streak on this one!
Not only do I want to see her naked, not only do I want her to give me a HE, I ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO FUCK HER IN THE ASS!!!! OMFG I am dooooooomed!
In my life I have banged plenty of girls at work, (I even had a threesome with two girls from work), I've banged girls from the flight department, I've fucked sisters without them knowing, and I've banged the hotel staff while white bread co-workers slept in the same hotel (in the next room, could've seen her leaving in the morning). But this would top them all, and she's got an ass that is just begging for my cock!
I admit that I am delusional on this one. I will be outed in the end and it will be my undoing, but I can't stop myself!!
Look, she's got a fantasy, I've got a fantasy . . . can't we just fantasize together??